drama talk pt 1

hello! i am vladimir alaric, and every friday i will do drama talk where i talk or rant about whatever i guess!

today’s topic: love hate relationships

you see, i dont actually know if “love hate relationships” or “love dislike relationships” are a real thing, nor do i know if anyone else struggles with this, i like this girl but im dealing with something. i want to be her friend, and more of course but at the same time i dont, i unfriended her yet i want her back but also dont, what is this confusing feeling? dose anyone else deal with this?. if you guys have dealt with this, comment down below! feedback would be greatly appreciated! ” a relationship in which your feelings about someone or something often  change between love and hate ” is what Macmillan dictionary.com says. i dont hate her, nor do i dislike her, its more like this i love her and dont want to leave her, but then when i try staying with her i change my mind and realize i dont. its very possible this is a side of my toxic side showing, or maybe my verbally abusive side showing, im not sure or it could be my seasonal depression i get around winter/Christmas. i suffer with her but i suffer without her, what is that? i dont get it, if you guys know what it is please tell me that would be greatly appreciated thank you for listening! toon in next week!