ethans pov
i kick the soccerball with extreme force, sweat keeps dripping off of me im wheezing intensely, a hand is settled gently onto my shoulder “Ethan are you okay?” Olivia asks me sweetly. i smile lightly at her, “um yeah im-” as im speaking i suddenly feel a intense pain in my head, i fall to the ground grabbing my head “augh!” i yell out, Olivia crouches down to me. “Ethan whats wrong?” she asks me, “my head hurts i feel dizzy” i say in agony, “my head is spinning out of control” i say hoarsely, thats when she dose something unexpected. she holds me up and walks me to her house, she opens up the door shuts it and carries me inside, “you need to lay down, it’ll help” she says to me, she carries me to her room and sets me in her bed. i lay my head on the fluffy pillow, “why were you working out so hard?” she asks me with concernity in her voice, “Christopher beat me in a fight, i felt ashamed”. i say pathetically, she then leans down and gives me a hug, “Ethan its okay” she whispers to me, “it made me feel like a loser since i lost i thought you’ll be ashamed of me”. i say to Olivia, she stares at me with a look of confusion, she then pulls back “Ethan you worry to much” she says, i smile at her “thanks” i say to her my phone then pings. i look over at it, “ive got to leave” i say, Olivia looks at me sadly “okay” she says disappointingly, i stare into her eyes just thinking, “b-but before i go” i say shyly. i lean over, i put my hand on her cheek, the other hand rested on her shoulder and i kiss her, my face is blushing intensely my heart is pounding like a drum and my eyes are closed tight. i then pull back and open my eyes, she looks at me with a intense smile on her face, “i got to go” i say happily i then leave quickly, i dont want my mom mad. once i get inside i run to my room, i get onto my computer and look up “wikihow”, the website i go for all of my struggles and it dose really help, as im doing that a ping happens from my phone. “im happy you kissed me”, i see that text from Olivia and i start smiling, “im happy about it to” i type to her, i see those bubbles that indicate shes texting back. im anxiously waiting, “do you like me?” she types back, my heart stops from anxiety, sweat beads up on my face im thinking on how to respond to her question then she texts. “my internet is going to be shut off in a hour”she says, “my mom forgot to pay it” she also responds, im unsure of how to respond, what am i suppose to say? “Ethan take a shower”. my mom yells, i turn my phone off, gather clothes and dash down stairs, as im in the shower i start to sing, how am i going to confess to Olivia? im worried of what she’ll say. this is my first time loving someone, i know how people have dealt with it, most of the time not very well, usually they experience friend-zone or unrequited love. do i sing her a song?, do i do something sappy? like “roses are red violets are blue” kind of sap?, ive read romance books so maybe, just maybe! i can get ideas from some of them. maybe “the probability of love at first sight” will help!, i find that book really relateable, ive asked some of my friends like Steve and stuff, he says he relates, so that’ll be a good start. i mean Olivia loves my guitar playing, maybe she’ll love that!, i know she loves sappy, cheesy romantic things like that, shes said so herself, what song should i sing?. im not a expert with these things, do i write a letter?, asking my older brother or older sister is a no go, they’ll tease me “ooo Ethan loves some girl” they will be screaming that around the house. i have a journal i personally write in, no one knows of it though, once i get upstairs i dash towards my phone, i grab it quickly, my eyes wided once i notice the time. approximately a minute after, “dang it!” i yell infuriated, i could’ve made it on time, but me being the total baka i am missed it!, i walk over to my window sill. i open it up, getting hit in the face with a nightly breeze, “hey Ethan” Olivia says totally confident, “u-um about earlier” i say anxiously, my heart is beating so much it feels like im going to die. she looks at me, blushing intensely i can tell shes anxious to, “Je t’aime” i say blushing intensely, sweat beads up on my forehead, i start laughing lightly due to nervousness. she looks at me surprised, her eyes then wided and she starts smiling, “i knew it!” she yells due to happiness loudly, i start easing up into a smile “will you-“. she then cuts me off, it isn’t what i wanted to hear, nor would have expected, at least not at this moment, “you like that band?” she asks me excitedly, i look down at my shirt. “uh yeah i do” i say, my hand is awkwardly placed around my neck, looks like asking her to be my girlfriend is out of the question, “what were you asking earlier?” she asks curiously. blush spreads across my face, “i-i was gonna ask if you wanted to listen to slipknots new album”, i say nervously, she tilts her head “ive never heard them, let me take a listen”. she says curiously, i get up and get the album, i put it into my cd player, we end up listening and jamming out, shes headbanging really hard ive never seen this side of her. its really cute, “a hope likes yours wont help me now” she sings, she sounds like a angel especially when she sings those particular vocals, im sitting here just listening to her. she looks so pretty, im dazed by her beautiful looks and singing, my eyes are wided she smiles at me, “you look cute” she says to me, a smile spreads on my face, “i s-should really be saying that to you”. i stutter in a daze, why am i acting so stupid?, “its gotta be you” i say, she looks at me with a confused look, “l-let me be your boyfriend, i-i love you”. i say shyly, she looks at me as tears flood her eyes, “of course”! she says happily, “just come over here” she says smiling, our windows are close together so we can hand books to each other. i lean over, we stare into each others eyes for a moment, i cant wait any longer!, i put my hand on her cheek and press my lips against hers, my eyes close. my face is heating up a storm, i cant her out of my head, i knew she was the one for me, shes my forever as of now, a tear manages to slip out of my eye, i then remove my lips off of hers. we stare into each others eyes, tears are falling out of my eyes, “are you okay?” she asks me curiously, i smile “as long as you love me, im fine” i say. tears continue to fall, “im happy because ive loved you for months, im so happy you’re my girl now”, i say with the biggest, dork smile you have seen, she smiles at me “you dork”. she says punching my arm lightly, i wipe my tears away, we end up talking for what seems like hours, eventually she says shes going to bed, “alright but first” i say quickly. i then give her a kiss, “goodnight baby” i say blushing awkwardly, how on earth can people say that without blushing?, Olivia blushes at me and smiles, “alright handsome goodnight”. she says, then she closes her window, i close my window as well and hit the hay, im laying in bed as my heart beats rapidly, im blushing so hard it burns my face. tomorrows gonna be a good day of school, ill be going back with a girlfriend, a amazing girlfriend, shes my first girlfriend, im her first boyfriend, i hope i do a good job ive never dated before. i hope im not bad at it, being a boke is the least of what i want, my eyes then drift into a peaceful, wonderful slumber, as im falling into this slumber i think of Olivia. it was a interesting day, tomorrows going to be even better, if word of this gets around to Christopher oh man, i cant even image what that crazy psycho would do, he would crush me to a absolute pulp!.
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